This. This used to be THE only song I listened to.
I know that it sounds kind of stupid and pointless for me to develop such an attachment to something as seemingly small as a song, but it's not just the fact that it's a song. I can't explain it, but... Nobody except my (used to be) closest friends know about how much I'm attached to William Beckett for saving my life, for giving me hope, for giving me
strength.
I used to cry to this song every night... November '08, maybe? You have no idea about me. I have never been so into a band for this long. It's kind of frightening that my attention hasn't completely gone somewhere else.
I'm unable to express how much this song affects me every time I listen to it when I'm alone like I am right now. My body shivers. It's kind of like this song was written for me; nostalgia and pain rush inside of me whenever Beckett's voice in this fills my ears. The lyrics hit so close to home.
Don't come any closer
Don't tell me it's over
Don't kiss me goodbye
Here we are
Am I taking this too hard?
Don't say it's easy
The hardest part is leaving
Don't you wonder why
Suddenly we're all
Running out of time
THIS is the part of the song that ALWAYS gets to me. ALWAYS. Growing up has been a painful experience and whenever this part comes up, I always feel like Beckett knows exactly how the inside of my heart is. He is an amazing person, and so are the rest of the band.
I hope you love this song as much as I do.
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