Simmering Through The Air

It's been a while since I posted on here. The goodness of blogging.

Life has been harsh, along with its own confusing sequence of up's and down's, but nonetheless, you live it. Don't deal, live. It's the only way of working through the hard times.

High school. Most people would say it was the best years of their life, but in fact, it is my worst so far. Who would've thought high school students would be more immature than those back in middle school? I thought I left such imbeciles behind. Guess I was wrong. Apparently, they have nothing better to do than to be the obnoxious people that they're giving me the impression of. It's not as if they try to reverse such behavior anyway.

I've had the misfortune of them being in my homeroom class, especially during very crucial state tests this week. You know, the ones that decide my classes for next year. They were particularly loud today and made it hard to concentrate on one of my more difficult subjects: Advanced Algebra. They also decided to make me their victim for the day; very unfortunate, indeed. If I wasn't so sensitive, I would've gotten angry instead of just wanting to cry my butt off.

Mmmm, can't toughen up.

Of course, I'm only fourteen. Everything seems to be the end of the world when you're at this "tender" age - or at least that's what my parents call it.

Now, I shall go off to read the Goosebumps books and relive my childhood, plus decide how I will die. Ciao!

In Response: If Today Was Your Last Day

In response to this blogpost. I didn't respond on Tumblr because my Tumblr is for music.

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You never know if you're doing "the right thing".

I think if you fret on it too much, somehow you distort that thought into being "the wrong thing". In all honesty, there is no "wrong" or "right" if you learn to look past being human.

Normally, this is where gut feeling would come in. Making a change in your life is about taking risks, and if you're not willing to, you will never get anywhere. Yes, there will be regrets; yes, there will be "what if"s. But you cannot truly live life trying to make sense of it. You should just do what you feel if you're catching yourself with this situation.

Even if you have second thoughts, it won't change what you've done. Eventually, you'll need to learn to let it go.

And I shall end my weak response with this:

Eyes are placed in the front because it's more important to look forward than to look back.

Behind Us

We're spinning needles on broken thread.

Shadows chase until the point of haunting.

The coastal blue turns an envious green.

I wish you knew me.

Good Day

I had an extremely good day today.

Well, nothing extraordinary happened, but I enjoyed all my class today - which is weird, considering they're my loathed ones.

Amazing how such plain things could make you feel on top of the world.

:)