This Has "Kill Me" Written All Over It

Alice says she's too fat.

She says there's too much in the middle, too much on the bottom, but not enough on top.

She went to go make a deal with time, something to do with not eating, and when she returned, she seemed to be satisfied with her skeleton. When she looked all around, the only thought that crossed people's minds was I'm not making her coffin.

She went off on her merry way, to the queen. She said that if the executioner were to cut off something, it would be to cut off the excess body parts that weren't needed. So she'll be beautiful. So she wouldn't have to pretend to fit into that blue dress.

So when she falls down the hole, she'll break into pieces. Then she'll never have to be in Wonderland again.

Of course, if it ever was Wonderland in the first place.

Ecstasy

I'm tired of singing love songs in the dark where alley ways lead to dead ends.

I'm tired of pretending we're invincible.

All it takes is for someone to crush that mirror in your eyes, and for you to die of a broken heart. We're all drama queens and kings, it just takes the best liars to rule over the kingdom.

And I really hope your house of cards falls because I won't be there to put it back together.

In the end, all we really are is vulnerable.

(Sometimes I don't believe it.)

Seething

When you feel so alone in the world, you don't seem to realize that other people feel the same way. We only pay attention to ourselves.

When the problem is blameless, you need somebody to blame. You blame the easiest person.

All it depends on is whether or not you want the spotlight.

Honestly, shut up.

Music Downloads/Requests - Part Two (Anime & Soundtracks & VOCALOIDs)

Here we go.

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Avenue Q
-OST: Avenue Q (Original Broadway Cast)

Camp Rock
-OST: Camp Rock

Chobits
-Song: Let Me Be With You

D.Gray-Man
-Song: Tsunaide te ni Kiss wo

Death Note
-Song: What's Up People?

FOB Mixtape
-Album: DJ Clinton Sparks & Fall Out Boy - Welcome to the New Administration

Gundam Seed
-Song: Fields of Hope

Kingdom Hearts
-OST: KHII (Two Discs)

Naruto
-Song: Blue Bird
-Song: Grief and Sorrow (Sadness and Sorrow)
-Song: Hinata vs Neji

Ouran High School Host Club
-Song: Bokura no Love Style - Hikaru & Kaoru Hitachiin
-Song: Daisuke Kirii - Itsumo Gawa Ni - Mori
-Song: Doki Doki Waku Waku - Hunny
-Song: Guilty Beauty Love - Tamaki Suoh
-Song: Little Wings - Haruhi Fujioka 
-Song: Mata Ashita - Ouran High School Host Club
-Song: Tsumetai Yoru - Kyouya

The Phantom of the Opera
-Song: The Phantom of the Opera
-Song: Down Once More/Track This Murderer
-Song: Learn To Be Lonely

The Punisher
-Song: Broken - Amy lee & Seether
-Song: Finding Myself - Smile Empty Soul
-Song: Lost In A Portrait - Trapt

Rent
-OST: Rent - Two Discs (Original Broadway Cast)

VOCALOIDs
-Song: Alice's Human Sacrifice
-Song: BPM - Hatsune Miku
-Song: Dark Woods Circus
-Song: The Daughter of Evil - Rin Kagamine
-Song: I... I-I-I Like You - I Love You! - Rin Kagamine
-Song: Kokoro - Len Kagamine
-Song: Kokoro - Rin Kagamine
-Song: Last Night, Good Night - Hatsune Miku
-Song: Love Is War - Hatsune Miku
-Song: Meltdown - Rin Kagamine
-Song: The Servant of Evil - Len Kagamine
-Song: Shangri-La - Len & Rin Kagamine
-Song: Smile - Rin Kagamine
-Song: Winter Memories - Hatsune Miku

Music Downloads/Requests - Part One (Bands & Artists)

Here is what I have right now, in alphabetical order by artist/band. Albums will be available for a .rar download and individual songs might be up for links. Everything is in mp3 format unless otherwise stated.

Anime/Vocaloid/Soundtrack songs will be later, in a different post.

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3OH!3
-Album: Want

30 Seconds To Mars
-Album: A Beautiful Lie

A Fine Frenzy
-Song: Almost Lover
-Song: Ashes & Wine
-Song: Near To You

A Rocket To The Moon
-EP: Summer '07
-Album: Greetings From...

A Static Lullaby
-Album: Rattlesnake!

The Academy Is...
-Album: Almost Here
-Album: Santi
-Album: Fast Times at Barrington High

AFI
-Album: Decemberunderground

alicenine.
-Album: VANDALIZE
-DVD: DISCOTHEQUE play like 'A' RAINBOWS enter&exit Live Audio
-Song: Cosmic World
-Song: FANTASY
-Song: MIRROR BALL (Single Version)
-Song: Q
-Song: Ruri no Ame
-Song: Shunkashuutou
-Song: Stray Cat
-Song: VELVET
-Song: WHITE PRAYER

The All American Rejects
-Album: Move Along

All Time Low
-Album: The Party Scene
-EP: Put Up Or Shut Up
-Album: So Wrong, It's Right
-Album: Nothing Personal (.m4a for iPod)
-Song: Umbrella (Cover)

Apocalyptica
-Song: I Don't Care
-Song: I'm Not Jesus
-Song: Repressed
-Song: SOS (Anything But Love)

Artist vs Poet
-EP: Artist vs Poet

Breaking Benjamin
-Song: Breathe
-Song: Blow Me Away
-Song: Diary of Jane
-Song: Diary of Jane (Acoustic)
-Song: So Cold
-Song: Sooner or Later
-Song: Until The End

Bullet For My Valentine
-Album: The Poison

Busted
-Album: Busted

Cobra Starship
-Album: While The City Sleeps, We Rule The Streets
-Album: ¡Viva La Cobra!
-Song: Hollaback Boy
-Song: (I Make) Good Girls Go Bad
-Song: Pete Wentz Is The Only Reason We're Famous

Dir en Grey
-Album: Uroboros

Elliot Minor
-Too many individual songs. Ask.

Evanescence
-Album: Fallen
-Album: The Open Door
-Song: Anything For You
-Song: Anywhere

Fall Out Boy
-Album: From Under The Cork Tree
-Album: Infinity On High
-Album: Folie a Deux

Family Force 5
-Album: Business Up Front/Party In The Back (.m4a for iPod)
-Album: Dance or Die (.m4a for iPod)

Forever The Sickest Kids
-Album: Underdog Alma Mater

the GazettE
-EP: Akuyuukai
-EP: Spermargarita
-EP: Hankou Seimeibun
-EP: Madara
-Album: Disorder
-EP: Gama
-Album: NIL
-Album: STACKED RUBBISH
-Album: DIM
-Single: DISTRESS AND COMA
-Song: Defective Tragedy
-Song: Last Bouquet
-Song: Miseinen

Hey Monday
-Album: Hold On Tight

Hoobastank
-Album: Every Man For Himself

Hot Hot Heat
-Album: Happiness Ltd.

The Hush Sound
-Album: Like Vines (.m4a for iPod)
-Album: Goodbye Blues (.m4a for iPod)

Jack's Mannequin
-Album: Everything In Transit
-Album: The Glass Passenger

Jonas Brothers
-Album: Jonas Brothers
-Album: A Little Bit Longer

Kagrra,
-Album: Gozen
-Album: Core
-Album: Shu
-Single: Utakata

LM.C
-Song: 88
-Song: BOYS & GIRLS
-Song: LIAR LIAR
-Song: OH MY JULIET

Loveholic
-Song: Meh Ah Ri
-Song: Sad Story
-Song: Shinkirou
-Song: Sky
-Song: Sylvia

Maaya Sakamoto
-Song: The Garden of Everything
-Song: Gravity

Madina Lake
-Album: Attics to Eden

The Medic Droid
-Album: What's Your Medium? (.m4a for iPod)

Midtown
-Album: Living Well Is The Best Revenge
-Album: Forget What You Know

miyavi
-Album: Miyaviuta ~dokusou~
-Song: Senor Senora Senorita

Panic at the Disco
-Album: A Fever You Can't Sweat Out
-Album: Pretty. Odd.

Paramore
-Album: All We Know Is Falling
-Album: Riot!

Poets of the Fall
-Album: Carnival of Rust

Say Anything
-Album: ...Is A Real Boy
-Song: Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too

ScReW
-Mini Album: VIRUS
-Mini Album: RACIAL MIXTURE
-Song: Gather Roses
-Song: Wailing Wall

SID
-Album: Hikari
-Song: ALIBI
-Song: Binetsu
-Song: Boku, Nida
-Song: Namida no Ondo
-Song: Natsukoi
-Song: Otegami
-Song: Sweet?

Skillet
-Album: Comatose

SuG
-EP: I Scream Party
-Album: n0iZ stAr
-EP: Punkitsch
-Song: Alterna.

Sum 41
-Album: Chuck
-Song: Count Your Last Blessings

The Summer Obsession
-Album: This Is Where You Belong

t.A.T.u.
-Album: 200 KM/H In The Wrong Lane
-Album: Dangerous and Moving

Theory of a Deadman
-Album: Scars and Souvenirs

This Is A Shakedown
-Album: Love Kills

Thriving Ivory
-Album: Thriving Ivory

We The Kings
-Album: We The Kings

Within Temptation
-Album: The Silent Force
-EP: The Howling

So Beautiful

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I have the fucking best friends in my life, ever. I have no idea what I ever did to deserve them, but I'm going to try to keep them happy to the best of my ability.

I can't ask for better people to talk to.

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Through The Pain

On the Chicago River after dark
We watch the city lights tear the sky apart
The wind was blowing her hair around
As the scenery explodes I tell you how

I fell into an old cliche
Always on the road, only halfway sane
No hospital can fix what I've become.

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain.
How am I gonna get through this?

I got so low that I'd get high
Just to sit and watch the miles go by.
Now I'm cold and sweaty a nauseous heart
I've got a million addictions wearing me down.
I fell into an old cliche
Always on the road, only halfway sane

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire.
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain

And as I write these words my hands start to shake
Withdrawal's kicking in not a second too late.
The only way out is through the pain.
Tomorrow I'll start again.

And now I'm begging for help I know I can't get
I've got to face this one alone.
And if I don't make it,
Remember that I'll always be a part of you.

I've trapped myself in a ring of fire
If I say I'm okay, I'm also a liar
The only way out is through the pain

And as I write these words, my hands start to shake
Withdrawal's kicking in not a second too late.
The only way out is through the pain.
Tomorrow I'll start again.

© Madina Lake